I’m in so much pain this morning, it’s crazy! My sleep was restless with nasty pelvic pain and the muscles in my lower back tightening into balls of hell. I’m stuck clutching a heating pad on my lower abdomen and feeling like it’s all a lost cause. It’s times like this I want to walk into the docs office and shout “TAKE IT OUT ALREADY!” It’s rather possible that I could have a gun clutched in my hand, threatening to shoot until I get what I want. And I don’t know if a hysterectomy would solve the pain issues. For some it does, for other’s it doesn’t. Just like the Mirena works for some and not others. But I can’t figure it out. Why is the Mirena suddenly causing so much pain when it had been doing so well. And I still haven’t had a period. I’m confused.
And I just want to be pain free. I slept without a heating pad and was in agony all night. But even this morning, the heat doesn’t seem to work. I checked my Mirena strings and it’s still in place. At this point I’m not sure which action to take. I don’t want to run to the docs every time my endo acts up. Geez, if I were to do that I would be supporting their mortgages.
More later – if I survive this pain.